It has been awhile since I wrote and I have a chance now so I thought I would send you a quick note. I have been really busy lately and now it has finally slowed down. I really don't know what to do now because something happened Friday night that I have been wanting to happen since High School and I don't know what is going to come from it.
See in High School I had a major crush on this guy by the name of Marcus and I have always wanted to go out with him. Well I went to his place on Friday and ended up being with him all night. It was wonderful, but I don't know how this is going to end. I don't know if he wants more and I really wished I did. He made me feel so special that I couldn't believe that it was for real. I didn't sleep well all night because I kept on waking up thinking it was a dream and I told him that. He kind of laughed and pinched me to tell me that it wasn't a dream. He told me he would call me sometime this week and I want to call him, but I want to make sure I am not too pushy with him because I don't want to scare him off. When I really like someone, I tend to scare them off and deep down inside I don't want to do that this time. I really like being with him and I think that I can actually say that I can see a future with him, but I just want to make sure that he isn't leading me on and he feels the same way also. Well I gotta go now. Got lots to do and my supervisor left because she isn't feeling so well. Until next time...
See in High School I had a major crush on this guy by the name of Marcus and I have always wanted to go out with him. Well I went to his place on Friday and ended up being with him all night. It was wonderful, but I don't know how this is going to end. I don't know if he wants more and I really wished I did. He made me feel so special that I couldn't believe that it was for real. I didn't sleep well all night because I kept on waking up thinking it was a dream and I told him that. He kind of laughed and pinched me to tell me that it wasn't a dream. He told me he would call me sometime this week and I want to call him, but I want to make sure I am not too pushy with him because I don't want to scare him off. When I really like someone, I tend to scare them off and deep down inside I don't want to do that this time. I really like being with him and I think that I can actually say that I can see a future with him, but I just want to make sure that he isn't leading me on and he feels the same way also. Well I gotta go now. Got lots to do and my supervisor left because she isn't feeling so well. Until next time...
