Not Much Going On

I don't know why I seem to panic whenever I don't hear from a guy a couple of days after we do what I did with Marcus. In fact, the Sunday after Thanksgiving he called me and we go together. I haven't seen him since, but at least I know that he is still interested. I know he is interested but what I don't know is if I can tell my friends from High School or not, so I am not saying anything to them or not. We didn't discuss that because I don't talk to many people, but the two people that I do talk to I don't know who they talk to.

Christmas is just right around the corner. I can't believe that because it seems like Xmas to me all year long since we here are at release our new Xmas stuff in February and we our already working on Xmas next year. This year I am making a lot of my gifts because all the people that I am getting gifts for like the scarves that I make, so that is easy. I just have to get a couple of gifts that I can't buy. Well I should go now. Until next time...

What A Weekend

It has been awhile since I wrote and I have a chance now so I thought I would send you a quick note. I have been really busy lately and now it has finally slowed down. I really don't know what to do now because something happened Friday night that I have been wanting to happen since High School and I don't know what is going to come from it. See in High School I had a major crush on this guy by the name of Marcus and I have always wanted to go out with him. Well I went to his place on Friday and ended up being with him all night. It was wonderful, but I don't know how this is going to end. I don't know if he wants more and I really wished I did. He made me feel so special that I couldn't believe that it was for real. I didn't sleep well all night because I kept on waking up thinking it was a dream and I told him that. He kind of laughed and pinched me to tell me that it wasn't a dream. He told me he would call me sometime this week and I want to call him, but I want to make sure I am not too pushy with him because I don't want to scare him off. When I really like someone, I tend to scare them off and deep down inside I don't want to do that this time. I really like being with him and I think that I can actually say that I can see a future with him, but I just want to make sure that he isn't leading me on and he feels the same way also. Well I gotta go now. Got lots to do and my supervisor left because she isn't feeling so well. Until next time...

What A Great Ending

Well it is about 10 years in the making, but finally Michael is living with Victor. It happened I think in a very negative way, but at least it happened. Patti is too damn negative when it comes to Michael and he has had it. I will keep you updated with how it is going, but until then. Not much else has been going on since I wrote last. Work is extremely busy and I think we are just going to be busy through the end of the year. I am hoping to get the day before Thanksgiving off to have a relaxing 5 day weekend, but I will know more by the end of the week if that will be possible.

Gotta go now. Until next time...

What Can I Say

I have so much going on in my life right now that I don't know where to start. We are in the middle of the October buying trip at my work and it is just absolutely crazy. My temp has fell right into the swing on things and handling it pretty nicely. Only problem is that we are not going to have our trainning until next year, so at least we are going to have some help through the busiest time of the year and then after that will be the Christmas Holidays and we should slow done by then. I honestly don't know what I would have done without her here, so it is actually very nice having her. I am going to be sad to see her go.

I am a year older now. My birthday was last Thursday and I had a nice quiet birthday. I was watching 2 dogs at my house and with that I had to stay at my house whenever I wasn't working. I spent the weekend with Dene and Joey. I saw Michael on Sunday. The cool thing is that his mom and dad are going out of town this weekend and I am going to spend time with him. It is going to be nice because it is just going to be the two of us, so maybe we can have some major talking time to see what is going on in his life.

Well it is the end of the day and I have a nail appointment, so I must go. Until next time...

What A Couple of Weeks

What a day. We are now in our busy time called the October Buying Trip here at my work and boy is it crazy. My temp as been here for three weeks now and she has been doing pretty good. My only concern is that she has called in sick one day each of those three weeks. Sandy said her concern to her about it today and I am hoping that her calling in sick will cease for awhile. She was lucky I didn't call in sick yesterday because I almost did, but I am glad I didn't because Sandy would have been in a worse mood than she was yesterday today. The good news is that we are already getting worksheets and project list from the crew on the trip so that makes my job easier.

My birthday is just one week away. I am kind of depressed because I don't have any one special to celebrate it with, but at least I have good friends. I am watching two dogs for a client of mine at my house who is having their house fumigated for termites starting next Wednesday so we are busy trying to get the house ready for them. Besides that I am going to spend the weekend with Dene and Joey down in HB. Well I gotta go now. Until next time...

Introducing Bradley

I don't think I officially introduced the little guy in the picture on the right. That is Bradley who is my sister's best friend Gayle's second son. He came to us in April and boy is he adorable. I am pretty sure he is a lot bigger now than shown in this picture. I know Gayle is not too happy that there is a chance that my sister won't be home this Christmas, but hopefully with us being there for her she will be a little more understanding. See Cyndy's boyfriend's family has invited her for Christmas this year and I think she is going. Heck you never know, she might come here for Thanksgiving like she did a couple of years ago.
Work is kind of slow right now, but heck it is nice because this is a break before the storm. My temp came in today, so she is doing most of the stuff that I would normally have to do. Right now I am pretty much doing paperwork and stuff like that so I can catch up on that and not have that over my head when we get really busy. The temp is working out very nicely and I am glad that she seems to be catching on really quickly. I just hope that when I have to turn it over to her, that she will be able to handle it without too many problems.
Well I should go now. Until next time...

Busy Times

What can I say about how busy it is right now here at work. The nice thing is that all of us here in the office went to John and Ngan's wedding a week ago yesterday and boy was it beautiful. When I am used to seeing John in shorts and a t-shirt everyday and then to see him in a tuxedo, boy is it the difference between night and day it seems like. Ngan is a lucky lady to have him as her husband and they are very cute together.

I have decided not to go my reunion next weekend in Vegas. I just can't see myself spending almost $600 just to go there for the weekend and then have to turn around and come back the next day. I have a friend by the name of Alex who lives there and offered to let me stay at his place, but I think it is too late for me to get tickets and so forth. I might take him up on the offer later on this year because I am going to need to get away from my work hell hole before the end of the year. I don't know when that is going to be possible because of all that is going on here, but we will just wait and see. I am having a hard time trying to figure out when I can take my last day of vacation that I have coming to me this year. I am hoping to take it the day before Thanksgiving, but I don't think that is going to happen since I have a lot of work to do between now and then, on top of that our program is supposed to go live that weekend and I am hoping we don't have to work that weekend.

Well I better go now. Until next time...

What a great way to celebrate Michael's birthday. I think the only thing that would have made this picture better is if Victor, Dene, Pete and Patti were in it. One of these days, I will get a picture of all of us in it and it will be one of those priceless ones. I know a lot of people weren't there, but what can I say. I think we were all very happy to be there with Michael and I know he was happy to see me there since it was a surprise. I might Dorothy Michael's girlfriend and she seems like a really nice girl. She is adopted also, so I know they can talk about a lot of things and she can relate to some of the issues that Michael has gone through. Well I should go now. Until next time...

What A Game

What a great way to spend a Sunday afternoon with my friend Mary and the Los Angeles Dodgers. They won the game and series against the Houston Astros. I think what made it even more special was the fact that they were celebrating the 50th Anniversary of the 1st World Series Championship of the franchise. They had a whole bunch of players and other team members from the season there and that was very moving. Jeff Weaver pitched one hell of a game and deserved to stay in the whole game at which he did awesomely. Roger Clemens who was pitching for Houston wasn't that great yesterday, but it was pretty cool to see the match up for a change. Now I am trying to get things done before the end of the day because I won't be in the office tomorrow. If at all possible, I would like to leave my desk completely empty so when I come on Wednesday I won't have anything that was left over from today. I think I might have a couple of things, but that isn't too bad as my desk being a mess. We will see how that goes. Now I have to figure out what I am going to Michael for his birthday. I guess it all depends on if my house sitting job client gives me a check that I can cash tomorrow because I don't have much money right now and I really could use some of the money that she will owe me now. She is pretty good about giving me the money before she leaves and I am pretty sure she will do the same this time. Well I should go now. Until next time...

Not Much Going On

Now I know how new mothers feel when they aren't with the babies for the first time. I think this is the longest amount of time I haven't been home since we got the little guy in this picture last year. I go home every couple of days, but I seem to miss him even more so. I wasn't planning on going home until Saturday, but I think I am going to go home tonight for a little bit to spend time with him.

We are caught up here at work, so I am trying to find projects to do so I am not sitting hear doing nothing. I have a couple of things I could be doing, but if I do them all today, then I will have the same problem tomorrow of having nothing to do. The training for our new program is in a couple of weeks and I can't seem to get the point accross to one of the pd managers, that I am not going to have any extra time to assign item #'s for her when our main boss is on vacation. She seems to think that I am not going to be busy then, but she doesn't know what is going to happen then. On top of that I am going to be training someone ina couple of weeks to do my job when we are in training and also testing so I won't have to put all of my work on hold which won't be good since we are going to be getting ready for Arlene (main boss) will be going to China for three weeks. I am hoping she will send the other set of worksheets next week, so I can concentrate on that set next week and be done with hers for the time being.

I am really looking forward to my day off next Tuesday. I know it is going to mean a lot to my godson that I am going to be there. I think if I can pull it off as a surprise it will mean even more. See I have never been able to see him on his birthday since I became his godmother. After all that happened last year, no one was able to be with him for his birthday since he was in Montana and now everyone that loves him is going to be there and I know he is going to be just shocked.

Well I should get one of my projects off my desk today because then I will feel a little more productive today. Well I gotta go now. Until next time...

A Great Way to Start and End the Weekend

What a great weekend. I spent most of my day on Saturday with the three guys that are in this picture. I spent most of the day with Michael and I think the best thing is that he is doing a heck of a lot better. Victor had Joey all weekend and Joey was a little shy that day, but at least he didn't start being a brat when I was in Victor's room talking to him. Victor didn't seem to be himself that day, but I know he is having problems with his girlfriend, so that might have to something with it. I know that he is frustrated and wants to be with someone and I don't think she is in a part of her life that it would be good to bring him into her life especially with her family.

I think the best part of the weekend is that I decided to do for his birthday next Tuesday. I got the idea of going down there as a surprise and I got my wish. Sandy my supervisor gave me the day off so I can do that. I called my aunt Patti and she thought it was a great idea and is excited that I am going to do that for him. I can't wait to see the look on his face when I show up that day because I told him that I wouldn't be able to be there for his birthday and I knew he was kind of down for that, but this will make his day for sure. See my supervisor knows all that is going on with him and can understand that the more I can spend time with him the better. I better take advantage of it now because starting next month I am pretty sure I will be busy until the end of the year. On top of that, I am going to have to train some one on how to do my job so we can start testing and being trained for a new program that I am going to be using by the end of the year.

The one thing that I am really happy about is that Sandy came to the conclusion that we are going to need a temp to help us during the time of the testing for the new program because they want me to just concentrate on that testing and without help there is no way possible for that to happen. It will make my life a heck of a lot easier when this happens and hopefuly it won't take too long for the testing to happen because if it does then I am screwed because after the trip in October there is no chance of me being able to do any kind of testing and so forth. Well I better go now. Until next time...

Great Family

What can I say about the picture above. This was taken a couple of years ago, but I thought it was appropriate because my parents are celebrating their Anniversary this Thursday. From left to right, Mary (my good friend for 8 years), Gayle (my sister's best friend for over 20 years), mom Caryn and dad Larry, myself, and then my sister Cyndy on the end. There is only one person that is missing that would make this picture complete, but he can't be with us. That would be my brother David who passed away 19 years ago on Aug 4th. We all miss my brother, but what can we do but go on with our lives and remember the great experiences that we had with him and what we can look forward to in our after life. These last two years have been rough for me, but all I know if it weren't for my faith, great friends and family, I don't know where I would be now. I appreciate all that everyone has done for my family and in my life. I can only appreciate it and try to return the favor when I am able to.

Well today is my cousin Dene birthday and boy is she a great friend and cousin by marriage. I owe her a lot of thanks for everything that she did for me last year. I don't think I will ever be able to thank her enough in my eyes for all that she had done for me. I love her son Joey and maybe eventually Joey and I will be close to the point that Dene could leave me with him for a period of time, so she could go and have a night away when it is her weekend. See Joey is spoiled and is used to having mom around all the time and I think it has been too long for him to be dependent on his mommy. He just turned 5 years of age and is still sleeping with her. I don't think that is healthy, but there is nothing I can do because I have made suggestions, but she doesn't seem to want to take them, so I can only do what I can and that is being there for her and she will learn the hard way if and when she ever gets married again or has a live in boyfriend.

Well I should go now. Until next time...

My Little Boy

What can I say about the little guy in this picture. Tomorrow marks a year that we have had him. He has brought so much laughter into my life this past year and boy am I glad he came to us. We don't know whatever happened to his mommy but he has a special place in my heart. He loves to sit in the kitchen sink even though my dad doesn't like it when he is in it.

Today is my dad's birthday. My mom has to work late, so I am going to make him dinner. I hope he likes it. He has been off of work for a month now because of an injury and I know he has to be bored. I am hoping to convince him to go to a movie with me over the weekend. He so deserves it and even if that means me not getting any credit for it on my movie club thing, then I will.

Well I gotta go now. I will talk to you soon....

What A Great Weekend

What can I say. Strange things do happen, but before I get to that, let me tell you about my weekend. The afternoon that I had with Dene and the girls was a great time. The Karaoke place sucked, but what can we do about that. Debbie, Michelle, Dene and I went to the movies, dinner at Ruby's on the pier and sat and chatted for a little bit after the movie waiting for our table and in the car to and from.

What surprised me was what happened yesterday at Joey's party. Victor my ex is Joey's father and we had a nasty break up last year. I said things that I didn't mean to be as mean as they were and vise versa. Victor and I had a chance to talk yesterday and it seems like nothing has ever changed with our friendship and relationship. I think going through what we did helped both of us. I am glad that I was able to be there for him when Michael found out that he was his father and helped him through some other things. I know we will never get back together, but at least I know that we can joke around with each other no matter what happened last year. Now if he could only find someone he can enjoy to be with and settle down without getting into trouble he got into with Dene.

Now I just experienced something really hard. The lady that we hired for an office assistant didn't work out we had to let go today. She just wasn't catching on and we couldn't handle it any more. It has been 4 days and she just wasn't getting it. The nice thing is that we are going to have our former Office Managers sister help us out with that position until we can find someone to replace her permenantly. I think the hardest part was that she was crying when she said goodbye to me. Oh well, it will make the office go a little smoother and we won't need to baby sit her any more.

Well until next time...

What can I say. I had a busy weekend. I was out sick on Friday for the party of Michelle's and boy was that a lot of fun. I met some really nice people and the Bon Jovi Tribute band was awesome. I took a lot of pictures and can't wait to share them with everyone. In fact, going to this party gave me the idea that I should have an animal costume party for my 30th Birthday which is going to be in 2 years. We will see what comes up between now and then.

We couldn't do much after that because Dene had Joey last weekend, but this coming weekend, we are going to have a girls night out on Saturday for Dene's birthday. Michelle, Debbie (Dene's sister), Janet (Debbie Friend) and I are going out. We are going to see a movie, have dinner on the pier at Ruby's and then go to Tom Kat which is a Karaoke Place so that should be a lot of fun. On Sunday, we are going to have a birhtday party for Joey. It is going to be very interesting to see what happens because Victor my ex is going to be there and I don't know how he is going to act.

Well my co-worker is bugging me about going to get lunch. I will talk to you next time...

Good Times

I am going to a 40th birthday party this Friday for a friend of my cousin Dene's. She is having a Bon Jovi Tribute Band play at the party and that seems pretty exciting. There is a nice looking bass player in the band and I am hoping that he will be there and you never know something might come out of it. The last time I saw them play I was with my ex Victor so I couldn't flirt with any one, but little did I know that he was flirting with girls at the same time we were going out.

Well I just got introduced to the lady that our main boss hired as an office assistant. Rehana has just come to the point that it is really happening and that Ophie is never coming back. I guess it must be hard for her because she feels like she is replacing Ophie. She also is worried that she won't be able to live up to expectations of the office. I told her that wouldn't be the case because she has done a great job since she got promoted in January to be Arlene's assistant and she hasn't had any problems. Well our office will never be the same without Ophie and it will be along time until we can move on and work like nothing has ever changed.

Well, I haven't said much to about my friend Mary. What can I say about her. She is an amazing lady and friend and I consider her like another friend. I am very lucky to have her as a friend. There are days I wouldn't know what to do if she wasn't in my life. Above is a picture of her and I at a Dodger Game.

Well I should really get going now. Until next time...

What A Weekend

This past weekend was a rough one for all of us that were touched by the beautiful lady that we all knew Ophie. It is so hard to believe that she is gone and will never be with us again. I had a big pair of shoes to fill with planning parties and so forth. I have my first party to do tomorrow and wednesday, so I hope it works out. I am pretty sure it will, I just hope that everyone else is okay with the food. At least it isn't the Pizza Cookery like we usually get for lunch whenever the company buys lunch for us.

Our main boss asked me about asking one lady that she met at the funeral. I honestly don't think it will work because of a couple of reasons. I was talking to our receptionist and she seems to think that it wouldn't work out either, but you know what I guess she will just have to learn the hard way won't she. I don't know, she might be good and it will work out, but I honestly don't think it will, so we will just have to wait and see.

All I know if it weren't for the great friends that I have, then I wouldn't be able to get through all of this as easily as I am right now. It will take some time, but eventually our office will be like it has never changed. Well I gotta go now. I gots lots to do for meetings tomorrow. Until next time...

Bad Week

What can I say about this week. It has been a hard week for all of us in the office. We all lost a true friend and co-worker due to a heart attack on Sunday. Ophie Cruz was a wonderful woman and we are never going to be able to replace her. I have know her family since before I started working for my company and now it is hard not to see her in her office with a big smile on her face and being able to go to her if I need a mother type advise. Don't get me wrong, I have an open door policy with my mom, but there were things I really couldn't discuss with her that easily and Ophie was someone that I could.

Besides that whole thing happening this week, we have had a pretty non exciting week. We are all just kind of not doing or saying much because we are in a little bit of shock. We have meetings starting Tuesday-Thursday of next week, so that will give us a chance to get our minds back on work stuff. We are going to have breakfast on Tuesday and then the company is buying everyone lunch on Wednesday in memory of Ophie. What can I say. I am going to have to fill some pretty big shoes when it comes to the party thing because now I am in charge of all of that stuff. I am hoping I can keep up to the expectations of the office. Well it is the end of the day, so I better go now. Until next time...

Busy Week

What can I say about this picture. This picture was 8 years in the making last year. I am just glad that all is now resolved and everyone knows the truth.

This week has been a rough one for me, but at least it is almost over. The new Harry Potter book comes out tonight. I can't wait. I have been waiting for the new one to come out for almost 2 years now. Now if I can only not have any car problems and I would be a lot happier.

Well I know this entry is short, but I must end it for this week. Until next time.

What A Week

What can I say. It has been one of those weeks and I am really glad it is over now. I sometimes feel like I take on too much in my life and never live the fullest.

I am going to a yoga class tomorrow for the first time since I took that one with my sister when she was here. I am going to really enjoy it and I look forward to doing it.

I am house sitting right now for the weekend and then I am going to be home for two nights and then away for another one. I get about a month break at home and then I am away for almost 3 weeks and then home again for one night and then away for another 3 weeks. It is all good because I have a couple of credit cards that I have maxed out so I can pay them off with these jobs that I am doing. Also, I can get some very needed car repairs like brakes, air conditioning service, and tires. It all costs money, but what can I do when I drive my car everyday.

Now it is time to go and get my nails done. I will write in again maybe on Sunday when I am done with this job since I don't have access to the internet at the location I am at now. Until next time...

I can't believe that it is happening again. Yesterday the Olympic committee announced that they have chosen London to host the 2012 Olympics. Well this morning I woke up to the news that London had 4 explosions and now they are saying it is a terriost attack. This is the first big attack since 9/11 but it just shows us that they are still out there and we have to just watch our backs.

I thought I would show a picture of my baby kitty Meechi. The one on the right is when we found him in our front yard with his eyes closed. The one next to it is about two months ago. He keeps me going every day because he gives me this cute little kitten eyes and I absolutely love them. He also does this baby kitty thing and how can I resist him crawling up on me in the middle of the night doing this.

He is going to be upset with me tonight through Sunday because I won't be there since I have a house sitting job. I am thinking about taking him to the house for the day on Saturday. In fact, I took him to that house almost a month after we got him because my parents were going to be out all day and I couldn't bring him with me. He was the entertainment for the party and the kids at the party loved him.

It has been a pretty busy day today and now I can actually relax a little bit because I have the report done that I needed to get done today. I just have to make one more copy and a couple of cover pages and I will be done with many thanks to Wah (sp?). What would I have done with her because I have almost quit a couple of times before she started to help me. I have been so busy that I haven't been able to write in this blog and I really enjoy doing this kind of stuff. I used to keep a diary when I was younger and now that I have a blog I can do it a heck of a lot easier.

I think the next thing I need to do is meet a guy that I can go out with and have a nice time. I think I just have to be patient and the right guy will come in time. When I least expect it also.

Well I should get back to work now, so I will see you next time I have a chance to do a blog entry.

It has been awhile since I have written in this blog. I have been really busy with work and other things going on in my life. Work finally gave me some help last week after I had a breakdown and lost it here at work. I have to show her how to do a couple of things, but at least I can take my lunch and do errands during the day instead of working straight through like I have been the last couple of months or so.

I had a very busy 4th of July weekend, but had a lot of fun over the weekend. I have a new house sitting client next week and I am pretty excited about that one. She has two beautiful cats and they really like me so that is a good sign. In fact one of them is really shy around people she doesn't know and before I left for the night, she was in my lap purring and Kim the owner, said she hasn't done that with her yet.

I think the best news I got was last night. I got into a minor fender bender back in March and I had to pay $400 towards the repairs. Well we got a check yesterday in the mail for $400 for reimbursement of the deductible which means they found it not to be my fault which is just awesome. I couldn't believe how lucky I was and now that won't be points against my record especially since I had one that was all my fault for sure I little less than a year before this one. I was a little worried that they were going to cancel my policy, well I don't think they can since they found this one not to be my fault.

Well I should get going now. I will update you as soon as I can. Until next time.

End of Second Week and Early Day

This is the end of the week and we get to leave early because of early summer schedule Fridays. End of the month during the summer months we leave at 3pm instead of 5pm. I think that is pretty cool.

I am kind of sad that my sister went back to New York yesterday, but we had a really nice time and didn't kill each other at all. We had a really nice time yesterday. She took me to this yoga class and I am a little sore today, but it is a good sore, so I am happy about that. We did a couple of errands and that was that. I am looking forward to December when she plans on coming again and hopefully Bryan will come this time around. We are all talking about taking a trip to Hawaii next year which should be nice.

Well I gotta go now. I will talk to you soon.

End of the Day

Boy has the last couple of days have been crazy. My supervisor found out that I stayed until 6pm last night and I thought she was going to be mad, but she actually thanked me. I have to be somewhat nice to her because I am taking Thursday off to spend time with my sister and I have been busting my butt the last couple of months. I think once it slows down, I am going to ask her if I can give one of my duties to the other girl that works in the department because I can never seem to catch up and now I am really behind on Lead Test reports and I should have started them over a month ago. I will let you know what she says. Hopefully she will let me give it to her because I am not taking lunch nowadays because I don't have time, but everyone else in this department can, so that isn't right. Talk to you soon.

End of the Week

It is the end of the week and the end of the day. I am so glad this week is over. I had so much to do and still have lots to do, but you know what there is nothing more I can do than what I have been able to get done today. Well, my weekend is pretty full. I am spending the day with my sister tomorrow starting with a Yogga class. After that we are probably going to see a movie. On Sunday, we are going to go and see Wicked and then from there going to have dinner with Gayle, Bobby, Brandon, and Bradley for Father's Day. I have to pick up a card for Dad and Bobby before I forget. I should go now. I will talk to you soon.

Day The Earth Moved

Wow what a day with earthquakes. We have been having quite a few earthquakes lately in the world and I wonder if it is giving a warning of what might be coming.

Cyndy Comes Home

Sandy came back to work today. Thank God!!! At least I got that log to Toronto done and that headache is over. I now just need to add the stuff that I have entered since 6/1 which isn't so bad. Cyndy should be at our house by now. I am going to leave early so I can go and get Taco Llama for dinner since we always have Mexican Food and Dr. Hogley Woggley's when she is in town. She has never had it before, but I am pretty sure she will like it especially since my dad really likes it and that is unusual for him. I just spoke to her and she says that Meechi has been all over her since she got home.

I am a little upset with my parents right now. I wanted to take some time off when she was here and my dad wouldn't let me. I just found out from my sister that my mom has taken the afternoon off and I am the only one that is working and I really thing that sucks. My dad told me I couldn't because he wanted to spend time just the two of them and now I find out that my mom is taking time off also and I am left out in left field. I don't think that is right because I am usually not home when she is visiting and this time I am home and I am hardly going to see her. Oh well.

I gotta get back to work. I will see you next time.

End of Day

What can I say. My day was a typical day for me. Now I get to go home and do some more work, so I can at least enjoy some of the time I have with my sister. I am pretty excited about her coming tomorrow. See I only see her about 2 times a year and boy do I miss her this year.

When Jonathon died in January I lost the love of my life. Now trying to find someone that can even compare to him is really hard. My friend Milena convinced to me to try usmilitarysingles.com and of course I have seen some interesting looking guys, but I haven't gotten many responses back. We'll see. I gotta go now. I want to get out of this hell hole. See you tomorrow.